Continuation of RP from HI - Closed RP - Pala, HBF.

I avoided his gaze when he asked me if everything was ok... because it most certainly was not. My poor little Anan, I thought, feeling guilty. I had to let him go those years back, avoiding Michael as much as I possibly could and moving around so quickly put stress on the poor guy. I tried to forget about Anan, but with what happened with Drake yesterday, all the memories came flooding back into my mind, like a giant tsunami. "Go away Drake." I muttered as curled up on the couch. I wasn't in the mood for anything.

I frowned "Ok..."
i walked outside and left her alone...
i sat on the porch and put my face in my hands...
"Why me...." i asked myself

I made sure the door closed before the waterworks started. My little baby Anan! I loved him to death! But the thought of his father being Michael scared me, and I had to put the tiny baby up for adoption once he was born. I fell to my knees and started sobbing. I was in hysterics, and screaming my tiny baby's name. He was probably 2 by now, and he wouldn't even remember me... his own mother. This thought made me sob even harder. "Anan! Ahhahah!" I jumped onto my bed and sobbed myself to sleep.

I lifted my face from my hands...i saw him...Micheal...
"You" i said and got up "You did this!" i walked up to the edge of the lake..he was on the other side
"Why Micheal?" i asked him
"Because" he smiled wickedly "This is what we were made for. The Game and I dont like to lose" he spread his wings..her wings
"You're going to hell for this Micheal" i told him...

I tossed and turned all night, dreaming of the baby I had to leave behind. He looked just like how I had left him, small black curls of hair, little dimples, and hazel eyes. But that was years ago. What in the world did he look like now? I woke up. My eyes were swollen and puffy from crying. But why was I? I was so confused... I got up and walked to my little field in the darkness. I knew my way around well, so my route was somewhat automatic. I sat in the tall grass and stared up at the stars. "Curse you Michael." I muttered

I went to the couch and fell asleep with ease
...Alot of things were on my mind